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an ordinary girl who underwent a transformation


i was never just an ordinary girl
who underwent a transformation
i always thought i could see the stars
and watch them grow in my hands
"but my mind was bigger than the world
my choice was being born a girl"

when will i ever learn the truth
without the fiction
without the friction
without the fiction
when it's the same as before
i conquer nothing or all
"but my mind was bigger than the world
my choice was being born a girl"

i like to watch
so nothing can hurt me
i understand
when your patience deserts you
i think i've loved
but i'm not so sure
can someone tell me
what i'm here for

i was never just an ordinary girl
who underwent a transformation
"but my mind was bigger than the world
my choice was being born a girl"

you deserted me
left me on the street
to be what i would be
you never gave me your time
made me feel dirty and unkind
to feel the way i do about you
has numbed me to all that's beautiful

to feel the way i feel about you
has made me wonder what i have to do
to feel the way i do about you
to feel the way i do about you


-curve: cuckoo





i am just an ordinary girl. nothing special here.
only mediocre thoughts of a plain girl are to be
entered in my journal.

if you are looking for someone extraordinary,
it's probably for the best if you stop

reading

at
this


point

riiiiiight...



here. <--- There

please, before you waste any more time just go.
after all, time is the most precious commodity in
all of life. so spend some somewhere else like
with your own friends and family.
for, this is not a place to spend your time unless
you have enough to spare on the plain and
ordinary.

indeed, if do you find yourself with an abundance
of time and you are not dissuaded by my warnings
of a vapid version of variations to my gender or a
commonplace chronicle of life dealing with the
disability of chronic pain, then perhaps the best
place for you to begin is at the end.

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